Pictures of Vegas pt. 8

They fell onto the bed, their limbs tangled together. Jonathan gasped when he felt something hard rub against his leg. He reached down to feel if Michael was ready. He was. Jonathan pulled off shirt and unbuttoned Michael's top. He ran his tongue down the other man's hard chest. Michael hissed when Jonathan sucked on his nipples.

"Wait." Michael leaned back from the other man's mouth. He rolled onto his back and stared at the ceiling. "I don't think I can do this."

Jonathan didn't argue with him. "Are you seeing someone else?"

"No. I was but not anymore." Michael turned to stare at him. "You and I could have a wonderful night, but tomorrow morning will be another day. You'll be home, and I'll still be here." He sighed. "I guess I'm too old for casual sex. I need something with emotion. Some kind of commitment."

Jonathan understood. He was tired of the occasional flings. The sex could be satisfying, but the day after always left him in a funk. He could have sex, but he wanted intimacy.

Michael sat up and ran his hand down Jonathan's stomach. "Don't get me wrong," he said. "I want you. I remember how good we were together. I just can't go there again."

Jonathan held onto Michael's hand. He resisted the urge to put his hand on his hard-on. "I want you, too. But I understand where you're coming from."

He walked Michael to the door. "What happened to us?"

Michael shrugged. "Your drinking, my jealousy, your ambitions, my dreams. It was a combination of things."

"Do you think we could ever have what we once had?" Jonathan really wanted to know the answer to that. He had thought about it often, but he could never come up with an answer.

"That depends," Michael said. "You just need to figure out what you want out of life. It's that simple." He turned to leave.

Jonathan grabbed his hand. "I want butterflies in my stomach. I want love. I want passion. I want to feel like I'm the most important person in the world. I want to make someone feel that way." He cupped Michael's chin in his hand. "I want to wake up in the morning next to someone who makes me happy."

Michael cleared his throat and stared at Jonathan's chest. "Am I that someone?"

"I've been looking for the right one for a long time. You were the only one who ever came close. I won't make you empty promises, but I want the chance to make this work."

Michael stepped close enough to kiss him. "Are you sure? Do you know what you want?"

Jonathan thought of the cheap flings, the young boytoys, and the series of one-night stands. He missed the late-night conversations, the trips to some obscure café, the quiet meals at home, the shared visions and dreams. He missed the butterflies in his stomach that came to life when Michael was near.

Jonathan put his arm around Michael's back. "I don’t believe in accidents. I don't believe in fate. Hell, I don't even believe in a soul mate. I just know that you found me tonight when I needed someone. I'm not letting you go this time."

Michael blushed. "Is that a promise?"

"It is now." Jonathan leaned forward for another kiss. He assumed that Amy would forgive him for skipping his flight. His editor might have a heart attack, but Jonathan would worry about that later. He stepped back, pulling Michael into the room and towards the bed. As they slipped between the cool sheets, Jonathan said, "We'll always have Vegas."

"Always is a long time."

Jonathan wrapped his arms around Michael's lean torso and pressed his mouth on his neck. "I'm counting on that."

END

Note: regularly blogging resumes late Monday. Happy Labor Day weekend!!

Pictures of Vegas pt. 7

"I really needed that," Jonathan said. A hot shower had eased the tension out of his neck and shoulders. His arm was still sore, but he'd be okay.

Michael sat primly on the bed with his hands in his lap. Like he promised, he called his room in the morning. Jonathan had invited him over for breakfast, but he felt anxious as soon as he opened the door. He had just rolled out of bed and showered while Michael waited.

As he pulled on a t-shirt, he noticed that faint pink glow on Michael's face. He's nervous, Jonathan thought. He covered his smile with a cough. He toweled his hair and sat in the chair next to the bed. He waited for Michael to say something, to ask him why he had left so abruptly.

Instead Michael smiled and asked, "Are you enjoying life?"

Jonathan had to think about that for a moment. "For the most part, yes. My career is going great, and I love what I do."

"I've been following your career. I was impressed with the spread you did for W Magazine."

He blushed. "So you saw that?"

Michael nodded. "Actually running into you wasn't an accident. I'm good friends with Greg Freedman." He studied his groomed nails. "He mentioned that you were coming in for a photo shoot."

"Ah, I see. I'm flattered that you would still want to see me. I mean, after all this time."

"I understood why you had to leave Vegas," he said. "But the way you left really hurt me. I had to wait for a long time to get over you."

"I'm sorry." Jonathan looked into his ex-lover's piercing blue eyes. "So are you over me?"

"Mostly." He grinned. "I was until I saw you. It was like nothing had changed." He stood up and walked towards the chair. "I've missed you."

Jonathan closed his eyes as Michael bent towards him. They kissed slowly, taking their time to taste each other. Their lips parted at the same time, and Jonathan took Michael's tongue deep into his mouth. He sucked his tongue with slow movements. He felt a hand on his thigh, and he moaned into Michael's mouth.

To Be Continued...

Pictures of Vegas pt. 6

Jonathan blinked. It all happened so fast that he wasn't sure what was going. Legolas was holding his bloody nose and screaming for help. The stranger kicked him with a thick boot. Legolas ran down the hallway with lightning speed.

Jonathan looked up and recognized the sparkling blue eyes and gentle smile. He opened his mouth to speak, but no words came out.

"Hello, Jonathan," Michael said. He looked the same as before, maybe a bit leaner around the chest and arms. The tan flattered his sandy-blonde hair and made his teeth appear whiter.

Jonathan broke eye contact first. He didn't know what Michael could be thinking. He probably thought Jonathan was just another middle-aged fool trolling for a young one-night stand. He wanted to explain, but he thought he would just appear foolish.

Michael hesitated and then hugged him. "It's good to see you again. I thought I recognized you at the bar, but I wasn't sure."

Jonathan blushed. "So you saw me at the bar?"

The other man smiled. "I'm afraid I've been stalking you for most of the night. I wanted to just come up and say hello, but I didn't know how. When I saw you walk out with that guy, I wanted to follow you to make sure you were okay." He shrugged. "You didn't look so good."

Jonathan stared at the ground. "I had a little too much to drink. I could have handled myself."

"I'm sure." Michael paused. "I see you're still drinking too much."
"Don't start this again. It's like we're back to square one."

Michael put up his hands. "Truce. I just wanted to say hello and see how you're doing. No more nagging, I promise."

"I'm sorry. I've had a long day." Jonathan ran his hand through his hair. He felt like he was covered with dirt and sweat. "Do you want to come in for a bit? If you don't have any other plans?"

"You look wasted. Maybe you should just call it a night."

"You're right," Jonathan mumbled. He couldn't hide the disappointment in his face.

"I'll check back with you in the morning."

"Sure."

Michael touched his forearm. "I promise. I'll be back in the morning. Sleep well."

Jonathan closed the door gently. How many years had it been since the last time he felt Michael's hand? It had been too long.

To Be Continued...

Sugasm 94

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Fisted, first.
"And it was lovely, because the movements made by his fist inside me were so different to a cock."

The Razor, the Tape and the Man
"He's never known this lack of control, this unstoppable surge of orgasm, this wave of ecstasy soldiers crossing his territory."

Sex Work And Religion: Monotone Man
"Religion comes up during calls more than I anticipated when I started doing sex work."

Mr. Sugasm Himself
Masterlock Street Cuffs

Editor's Choice
Watching my girl's caning

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Normal.
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Sex in the possibly public square
The Storm Cone
When trust faltered…

Sex News & Reviews
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Sex Toy Review: njoy Butt Plug
Wet vs. dry rub

BDSM & Fetish
The Blindfold
Dinner Party
Happy HNT - Subspace bondage
I'm Not Ready To Play Nice….
Manless
New Store!!! New Videos!!! New Look!!!
Posting tipsy
Social Kink Interviews Steve Diet Goedde
Trashy kisses
Weekend With CD Part I (Figging LFM)

Sex Poetry
Beauty mark
Mischief

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Gabriella (Gallery Carre)
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Valentina is a goldpiece
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We Support the Human Rights Campaign

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Bubble Bath
Cadillac Confessions Vol. 1
Caught Between A Rock And A Hard On! - Part 1
Chatting
Every Six Seconds…#2
No reservations, part 2
Our holiday - part one
Party
Sexytime
Siesta
Sex from the Rooftops
Speaking of Porn Stars….
Sunshine On Naked Skin
That Makes Two
Wanking this weekend?
Warm Wet Velvet
We sleeping wake, and waking sleep

Pictures of Vegas pt. 5

"I'm sorry. I can't do this," Jonathan said. He hurried towards his hotel room, but Legolas followed.

Legolas was lean, but he was surprisingly strong. He grabbed Jonathan by the arm and spun him into the wall. He ground his pelvis into Jonathan's front. "Give me a chance, baby. I'll make you feel so good."

Jonathan recognized the thirst in the young man's eyes. It wasn't a thirst for sex. The young man had the jones for something else, probably drugs. Jonathan shook off his arms and said, "I don't pay to play. Get lost, man."

The grin turned into a snarl. "Sure, you have money. You're a photographer at that fancy-pants scandal rag." He grabbed the camera bag. "Let's see the goods, asshole. Don't be such a greedy fuck."

Jonathan avoided the knee coming towards his crotch. He swung to the left, and Legolas' fist hit the wall.

While the other man examined his bloody knuckles, Jonathan ran towards the elevators. His gut told him to stay and fight, but he was too drunk. He would rather run away like a coward than deal with some junkie hustler.

He heard footsteps behind him, and he veered away from the elevators. He tucked his camera bag under his arm like a football and ran as fast as he could. The footsteps didn't stop, and he pumped his arms more.

The shove caught him in the middle of the back, and he flew forward. He tried to protect his camera and rolled face-first on the floor. With all the commotion, he expected someone to come out of one of the rooms. The hallway remained silent except for their combined gasps and grunts.

Legolas grabbed him by the hair and pulled him up. Jonathan couldn't catch his breath, and his legs felt like marshmallows.

Legolas was barely sweating. "You've wasted a lot of my precious time, Mr. Man. I think I'm going to have to get some of it back." He twisted Jonathan's arm behind his back and pushed him towards the other hallway. He put his mouth next to Jonathan's ear. "Now you're going to show me a good time, whether you like it or not."

Jonathan was too tired to fight him. "Just take what you need and leave me alone. Why me?"

"Why not you?" He laughed at his own wit. They were in front of his room. "Give me your key."

Jonathan dug in his pocket, stalling for time. If he could get his other arm free, he would try to run towards the exit. He could scream for help, but he felt too humiliated. He didn't want to admit to being manhandled by this young, skinny man.

"Stop stalling, motherfucker. I'll put the hurt on you."

Footsteps passed them. Someone jostled Legolas. "Excuse me."

Legolas turned towards the passer-by. "Why don't you watch where the fuck you're going?" The fist cut off his next sentence, and he was down on the ground.

To Be Continued...

Pictures of Vegas pt. 4

The bartender grinned as he set down his drink. Jonathan smiled back. Usually he didn't go for the preppy, clean-cut type, but he was attracted to the man's big brown eyes. The bartender introduced himself as Marcus, an ex-minor league baseball player.

Jonathan didn't trust ex-jocks, but he enjoyed the innocuous flirting. Marcus was a little too young for him, maybe the same age as Peter and Julian.

You have to stop trolling for the young ones, he said to himself. He was tired of the games and the temporary attachments. For the first time in a long time, he realized that he was lonely. He could have any man he wanted, but he still felt alone.

He planned to stop at two drinks. That turned into four, and then more. Around midnight the bar was packed, and Jonathan held onto his stool for balance. He divided his attention between Marcus and a young hustler with long blonde hair tied into a ponytail. Jonathan thought he looked like Legolas from the Lord of the Rings movies.

Too much vodka and too little food was a dangerous combination. Jonathan held onto to his camera bag with both hands. There were too many bodies around him, and he need to protect his expensive goods.

He nodded at Marcus who was busy with the blender. "I'm calling it a night," he said.

Marcus seemed disappointed, but he merely nodded back. The bar was reaching its peak hour, and all the bartenders had their hands full. Jonathan thought about slipping him his card, but he decided: why bother? After tonight, he probably wouldn't return to Vegas for a while, if ever.

Jonathan stumbled away from the crowd with Legolas following him. He walked faster, but the young man held on to his elbow. The guy was barely twenty, but he seemed harmless. Jonathan let him walk with him to his hotel.

In the elevator, Legolas became touchy-feely with his hands wandering below Jonathan's belt. He squirmed away from the young man's persistent fingers. "I'm exhausted and would like to call it a night."

Legolas grinned. "No problem. I don't mind staying indoors." He pressed his mouth hard against Jonathan's lips. The young man pried his lips open with his hot tongue.

Jonathan grabbed onto the wall for support. The other man tasted of mint and rum, and his tongue felt warm inside his mouth. He leaned into the kiss until the door opened.

To Be Continued next Monday...

Pictures of Vegas pt. 3

Jonathan prepared himself for the heat, but it was worse than he expected. His clothes clung to his lean frame, and his head cooked under the relentless sun. When he was growing up in Vegas, the heat never bothered. After spending the last few years in Huntington Beach, he couldn't handle hot weather anymore. If the temperature rose above 85, he felt completely exhausted.

Amy was already waiting for him at the Paris hotel. She was an ambitious, young writer with a handful of celebrity profiles under her belt. Jonathan admired her tenacious spirit and enjoyed working with her.

"So are we still doing an outside shoot? We might have to wait until the sun goes down."

She grinned, showing off her Hollywood smile. "I can't handle heat either. I was able to convince Mr. Freedman to have the interview inside the hotel."

"Thank goodness," Jonathan said. He didn't know all the details, but he knew that Gregory Freedman was the new executive chef in the Paris hotel. At age 28, he was already a rising star on the culinary scene. Jonathan didn't really care about the details. He just needed to know which angle flattered Mr. Freedman.

The interview went longer than scheduled. Jonathan thought that the young chef thought a bit too highly of himself, but he seemed polite enough. Jonathan took shots from various angles and waited for Amy to wrap up the interview.

After saying their goodbyes, Amy grabbed Jonathan's arm. "You're going to get mad at me. Greg just asked me out to dinner."

"Greg?" Jonathan raised his eyebrows. "Oh, so now you're buddy-buddy." He sighed. "I'm used to eating alone. You two have fun without me."

"Are you sure? Maybe you could join us?"

"Amy, honey. I'm joking. Who am I to stand in the way of young romance?"

Amy rolled her eyes. "Who said anything about romance? I'm in lust." She tossed her long black hair over her shoulder. "How do I look?"

"Professional but fabulous," he said. "I'll catch you at the airport."

"Thanks for understanding." She kissed him on the cheek.

He smiled as he watched the new energy in her walk. He missed that kind of giddiness. It had been a while since anyone put a bounce in his steps. At age 35, he was done with romance. He didn't think he would ever fall in love again.

Jonathan walked around the massive lobby. He thought about taking a few snapshots, but he didn't find any inspiration. Everything looked too gaudy, too overdone. He stopped by the famous ceiling, an optical illusion that tricked you into seeing a night skyline. Jonathan felt dizzy after staring at it too long.

He stopped at one of the bars. He would just have a few drinks and call it a night. He nodded at the attractive, young bartender. "Ketel One and tonic, please."

To Be Continued...

Pictures of Vegas pt. 2

Jonathan thought about the last time he had been in Vegas. It had started as a work trip but it turned into something more.

"Some people will have Paris, but we'll always have Las Vegas." Deep laughter punctuated every sentence.

Jonathan grinned like it was the funniest thing he had ever heard. He didn't like public displays of affection, but he let his companion hold his hand. They stumbled down the strip, pausing now and then to exchange a drunken kiss.

Michael paused in front of the Paris hotel. "I hate this one. The skyline ceiling inside creeps me out. It really messes with your perspective."

Jonathan shrugged and lit a cigarette. "Let the tourists have their faux Paris. This is as close to the city that some of them will ever get."

"Sometimes you come across as a snob. You're not, but you act like one. Most of you creative types usually have that same arrogance."

Jonathan studied the dizzying crowd walking up and down the strip. So many people walking fast like they had somewhere to go. All the casinos had the same amenities, the same tired dealers, the same clubs with thumping bass and sweating singles. He thought about taking a few candids, but he imagined that all the shots would look the same. Boring.

"Earth to Jonathan. There you go again in a world of your own."

"Sorry." He grinned. He liked that Michael was almost as tall as he was. He liked to look into his big green eyes.

Michael leaned forward, pressing his lips against Jonathan's earlobe. "Did you bring your camera with you?"

"Of course." Jonathan felt naked without his equipment. Ever since he was a teenager, he carried a camera wherever he went. He was lucky to turn his passion into a decent freelance career.

"I need to update my portfolio soon." Michael licked his bottom lip. "Why don't we make a trade? Service for service?"

Jonathan stared at his moist lower lip. He fought the urge to suck it into his mouth. "Why don't we go back to the hotel and we can discuss a suitable arrangement?"

Jonathan wanted that night to last forever. Each kiss brought shivers down his spine. He could spend all night admiring Michael's firm muscles and hard thighs. He loved to play with his baby fine, brown hair.

He didn't tell Michael about his early morning flight. He couldn't do the tearful goodbye. He thought about leaving a note on the pillow, but he thought that was too melodramatic. With a last soft kiss on the cheek, he said goodbye to Michael and to Las Vegas.

To Be Continued...

Pictures of Vegas Pt. 1

[This is the first installment of a story I wrote last year. It is my first m/m story, and it has never been published before. I hope you enjoy it.]

Jonathan reached for his cigarette lighter but grabbed a handful of blond locks instead. He opened one eye and saw that his new companion from last night was still in his bed. Jonathan sighed. He missed the days when he could bed a pretty young man who would be gone by the morning. He hated having to kick someone out of his bed.

He stroked the fine, blond hair with one hand. He was so bad at remembering names. Was this one Peter? Or Julian? He remembered talking to a Peter the previous night, but everything was a blur after the seventh round of martinis.

Peter or Julian opened his eyes and smiled. He fluttered his long lashes at him. "Good morning, Jonathan."

Jonathan ran his thumb over his heart-shaped lips. "Good morning."

The blond yawned, stretching his long arms over his head. He arched his back like a cat and rolled to his side. The blanket barely draped his lithe frame, exposing one long thigh.

Jonathan smiled at the young man's boldness. If he had time, he could go for a second round. He glanced at the wall clock. He really needed to get some work done today.
The young man ran his fingertips over Jonathan's arm. "Do you want me to make you some breakfast?"

"I don't eat breakfast." He slid away from the friendly touch and walked towards the closet. Without turning around, he said, "I've got a ton of stuff to do today. Maybe I'll give you a call sometime."

"How about some coffee?"

"Help yourself. I need to shower and get going."

He chuckled. "I suppose that's my cue to get the hell out of here."

Jonathan shrugged. He hated scenes like this. He grabbed a fresh towel and headed for the bathroom.

Peter or Julian was already putting on his jeans. "I'll just grab my things and be out of your way."

"I'm sorry, but I've got a busy morning."

The other man shrugged. "You don't need to explain." Holding his shirt and jacket, he walked towards the front door with brisk steps. Without looking at Jonathan, he said, "Have a nice life, jerk."

Jonathan glanced around the living room to see if anything was out of place. The blond had only left with his clothes, but you could never be too careful. The word "jerk" echoed in his mind. He lost track of the times he'd been called that.

He shrugged. The young man would get over it. It probably wasn't the first time he went home with someone he met at the bar. Jonathan thought about the long lines in the young man's body. It was too bad that he remembered so little about that night.
When he went to the bathroom, he dug through the wastebasket. Relief made his knees buckle when he found the deflated condom. One less detail to worry about.

He heard a familiar voice in his head: when are you going to grow up? Do you think you can keep partying like a twenty-year-old? Wake up, or you'll just end up another thirty-something pervert trolling the clubs for cheap sex.

Another voice on his answering machine interrupted his thoughts. He recognized the husky voice of his magazine's editor. "Jonathan, there's been a change of plans. The July shoot will take place in Vegas. I'll have Cindy book your flight. See you then."

Jonathan groaned. An outside shoot in the blistering Vegas heat. He was not looking forward to this assignment. He could turn it down, but he'd have to kiss any future gigs goodbye.

He shook his head. He hadn't been back to Las Vegas in three years. He wondered if he would see any familiar faces there.

To Be Continued...

beauty mark

a purple dab
on the corner of my lower lip
grape-stained splash of color

he tilts my chin up
to get a better look

what happened here?

i touch my lip
a souvenir from last night
when he couldn't control himself
and tried to devour my mouth
lips smashing mine
nibbling with his teeth
sucking hard
until he left a bruise
a hicky on my lips

i blush at the memory
and once again pull his mouth
towards mine
perhaps he can leave
another beauty mark

Kis Lee 2007

today's keyword analysis

This is to be my favorite Statcounter term:

"i've got a brain and i'm not afraid to use it"

Thank you to whoever found my blog with that search term. I hope you found what you were looking for.

Remember...smart girls are sexy.

Bus Ride

I'm stoked! I just received my first "fan mail" from someone enjoyed my story "Bus Ride" which appears in Alison Tyler's anthology "E is for Exotic."

I'm really proud of this particular story because it touches upon a few of my favorite things: Dominance/submission play and exhibitionism. Here is a short excerpt:

"Don't be shy, love. Tell me why you need a collar."

"It's for a party," I said. "My friend is getting married, and we're going out clubbing afterwards."

"I see." He ran his hand over my thigh, his fingertips hovering in the air, never touching the soft fabric. He had large hands with long fingers. Whenever I saw a man with long fingers, I wondered if he knew how to play the piano.

He moved his hand from my thigh to my forearm. He lightly brushed my bare arm with his fingertips. His slight touch went from the inside of my wrist to my elbow and up towards my bicep. He stroked my skin slowly like he was remembering my texture. I watched his gaze slide over my breasts, my stomach, and lower.

I jumped when the bus rolled into motion. I didn't even hear the driver announce our departure. Shifting in my seat, I noticed that all the passengers congregated around the front and middle. A few middle-aged ladies discussed which casino had the best buffet.

"No one can see us," Dave whispered.

Kis Lee 2007

Excerpt from "Sweet as Vanilla"

From my story which appears in Coming Together: For the Cure:

Putting my hand over Lily's wrist, I leaned forward to whisper. "Do you want to go out for drinks?" My smile felt crooked, and my tongue was dry. It had been a while since I was in the dating scene, and I was rusty.

She put her hand on my thigh. "Sure. I know a place."

I followed her black coupe to a local dive bar. She said it was her regular spot. Dimly lit, the place was small but comfortable with a few booths in the back. As I scanned the other patrons, I took a sip of my cocktail, mostly vodka with the slightest splash of cranberry juice. I tried not to gasp out loud.

Lily gulped hers and said, "Great, isn't it?"

I'm not much of a drinker, so I was buzzed by the second round. Maybe I should have slowed down, but I always drank too much on first dates. The liquid courage was convenient.

During a cigarette break in the parking lot, Lily surprised me with her aggressiveness. Pressing me against the car, she grabbed my face and kissed me. Not hard, but she kissed me like she meant it. I leaned into the kiss, moaned when Lily's tongue entered my mouth. We kissed like familiar lovers, our hands wandering under shirts, underneath bras.

When we finally paused, I had to catch my breath. "You caught me off guard," I said.

* * *
Kis Lee 2007

Coming Together: For the Cure

At some point, virtually everyone's life is touched in some way by breast cancer. Whether it's a friend or family member, or even yourself, the journey is one of courage and compassion. Phaze continues its tradition of fundraising for this cause with Coming Together: For the Cure, an anthology of quality erotic fiction edited by Alessia Brio.

This anthology is now available in Ebook format. Click HERE to purchase. Only $7 for quality erotica, and all net proceeds will benefit Susan G. Komen for the Cure.

My f/f story "Sweet as Vanilla" appears here.

Sugasm 92

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This Week's Picks
Do one thing every day that scares you…
"What I didn't know-that it would turn me on as much as it hurt me."

Interview With Deborah Jeane Palfrey, AKA The DC Madam
"I wanted to see coverage treating sex workers as just that-workers."

Rough Sex - with pictures
"She bites, she writhes, she moans, she claws- none of which she can remember after."

Mr. Sugasm Himself
Keep Britain Tidy, Gimp

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In Her Mind, the Pigeons Were Always Fucking

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Bear
Homosexual myths
Sexual powerlessness
That Thorny Bisexual Thing….
Weird things happen every day

BDSM & Fetish
Asking For A Caning
Bully (working title)
The Challenge, part 1
Command
Every blog should have a slave…
Half-Nekkid Tattoo 2
Happy HNT - Tit flash in a boat
Heel!
Overpower, part 2
Request, granted

Sex Poetry
Heaven is a place
Tonight I'm going to
Vodka Confessions

Sex Audio & Podcasts
Musical Intro #2: sexual nostalgia (Mixed Media.)
Nobilis Erotica 29 — Someone New

Erotic Writing and Experiences
Catalina loves Penelope and Odysseus
Devil's Last Dance (PJ story)
The Dream
Film
I'm A Woman Man: Episode 5 - Hands
The Most Famous Cock in the World
My slum goddess
Vignette: 3 #2

Sex News
The Birth of The Eye of Venus
Errotica archives
Which One of My subs Is This???

Sex Humor
Kink In The Mainstream - Family Guy In Texas

NSFW Pics, Videos & Audio
Black
Britney Caught topless with a Stranger in Hotel Pool
Half-Nekkid and Proud to Be Me
Half-Nekkid Thursday: Begging to Be Spanked
Red Handed Porn
Zurich (nsfw)

Sexy Mandy courtesy of How About Now?

Favorite Part #3

Thighs

obsessed with his thick
muscular thighs
so much power in his legs
as he thrusts up
and forward
long strokes
slowing down
deeper again
all that strength
in the muscles
of those thighs
i grab onto them
and pull him closer
inside

Kis Lee 2007

[yes, i am on a poetry kick lately. my brain is taking a break from short fiction.]

A lot can happen in 6 months

I have a new essay online at Sex-kitten.net:

In February 2006, Kis Lee wrote an essay about White Male/Asian Female couples. For a long time, she was part of that trend. But after her last relationship, she debated whether to date outside her usual preference...

Read the entire essay here. A lot has changed since then.

the gameplan

In 6 months, I...

- will make at least $4,000 per month through freelance writing
- will sell an article to a major print magazine
- will have a blog that receives at least 1,000 hits per day
- will take my first trip to Japan
- will take my mom on a week long trip to a destination of her choice
- will make arrangements for an epic 32nd birthday party

All this will happen by February 8, 2008. Big dreams lead to bigger ambitions.

Vodka Confessions

drunken Saturday night
vodka goes in
inhibitions dissolve
the walls come crashing down

i just remember
straddling him
my breasts teasing his lips
as i lean down
and whisper:
i like being hurt
i'm a pain junkie
i want you to bruise me
i want you to hurt me
is that wrong?

"no, baby, it's not"

and i remember
his hands grabbing me
twisting me into every
position he likes

and i woke up
with thumbprints
on my shoulder blades
with pink scratches
on my thighs
and smiled

i love when he plays along

Kis Lee 2007

Sugasm 91

The best of this week's blogs by the bloggers who blog them. Highlighting the top 3 posts as chosen by Sugasm participants. Want in Sugasm #92? Submit a link to your best post of the week using this form. Participants, repost the link list within a week and you're all set.

This Week's Picks
The Pussy Hair Debate
"I've got a shaggy bush."

Devoured
"Each bit of me that he touches arches toward him, demanding further contact."

The Last Dance
"I start my journey down her body …"

Mr. Sugasm Himself
Sex in the Second City

Editor's Choice
Feminist Carnival 42

More Sugasm
Join the Sugasm

See also: Fleshbot's Sex Blog Roundup each Tuesday and Friday.

(Sugasm participants should re-post all the links above. The following links may be excluded as long as you include all the above links.)

Erotic Writing and Experiences
Birthday Bliss—His Turn
IM
In the company of strangers, part 2
The Meeting
Park adventure
The Party
Sweat
A Tale of Two Bloggers

Sex Work
Further Adventures in Tourism
Strip Club Fun, How I Got My Sore Throat Part 1
When A Client Dies-Part 3

NSFW Pics, Videos & Audio
Half-Nekkid Voyeur
Old time nudes
Ra-Ra
Vinod Kambli’s Wife - Andrea - Hot Body

Sex Reviews
Lelo Lily Mini Vibrator Review

BDSM & Fetish
24/7
Boot Worship
Catalina loves Domination and Submission (D/S)
Featured Fetish - Smoking
Inspiration - Part II
Nipples
She'll Be 'Stocking' You

Sex Poetry & Advice
Alternatives to Viagra
Favorite Part #1

Thoughts on Sex and Relationships
Feminism and Sex
I Left It at That
My evolving relationship with sex

2nd day

I decided to quit smoking yesterday so today is day #2. I've quit a few times before. The longest quitting period I ever had was 2 years.

At the beginning of this year, I started smoking again. Mostly a casual smoker, but it's getting worse. On Saturday night, I drank and smoked too much to the point of making myself sick. That's dumb. I don't want to abuse my body like this.

I'm quitting for good this time. I'm going to need all the moral support I can get. Wish me luck.

Favorite Part #2

My breasts


because they're real
because they make most men drool
because they're "big for an asian girl"
because my nipples are so sensitive
because at the age of 31, I'm just learning to love and appreciate my body

Favorite Part #1

The Ear

I love sucking on his ears
while we fuck.
I recently discovered how erotic
an earlobe can be.
When I'm grinding on top of him,
I lean down to whisper
dirty nothings in his ear.
My lips brush against his earlobe,
and I suck it between my lips.
Gently at first.
Biting down with my front teeth
until he's squirming.

Biting harder.
Pulling with my teeth.
Licking the edge of it
as I press my moans against him.
I know the vibrations of my mouth
echo throughout his body.
When it gets too much for him,
I move my mouth to the other side.

I love when he tongues
the edge of my ear.
His mouth moving up and down,
tongue flicking, swirling.
His groans sound so loud.
I call them yummy noises
like he's about to devour me.
I turn my head so he can
taste the other one.

Kis Lee 2007