honestly

Some days I feel like I'm just going through the motions. It's not depression or the blues or anything serious like that.

I know that I really shouldn't complain. My life is pretty good right now, and I'm grateful for what I do have in my life. In the last six months I've had the best experiences, and I get to share them with great people. What can be better than that?

Overall I know that life is good. Yet, sometimes I can't get away from this cloud that hangs over me. I don't even know where this dark spot comes from. It's weird. The only thing I can do is keep a smile on my face and continue with the day. The smile isn't really genuine, but I do what I can.