Vodka Confessions

drunken Saturday night
vodka goes in
inhibitions dissolve
the walls come crashing down

i just remember
straddling him
my breasts teasing his lips
as i lean down
and whisper:
i like being hurt
i'm a pain junkie
i want you to bruise me
i want you to hurt me
is that wrong?

"no, baby, it's not"

and i remember
his hands grabbing me
twisting me into every
position he likes

and i woke up
with thumbprints
on my shoulder blades
with pink scratches
on my thighs
and smiled

i love when he plays along

Kis Lee 2007