life is really good right now

If I were the old me, I'd be paranoid at this moment. Waiting for the other shoe to drop. Waiting for the dark cloud to spoil the moment.

I pushed the old me away a long time ago. I'm learning how to enjoy life and enjoy the people in my life.

Do I wish a few things were different? Sure. I wish I was making more money. I wish I could afford to buy a home within the next decade. I wish my family members were healthier.

I have to remind myself that I shouldn't get greedy. I have good family. I have great friends. I'm with someone positive and he makes me happy. The last few months have been so great. Who knows what the future may hold but the present is pretty damn good.